Sitting here, alone, reviewing old notes I realised something. Something pretty shocking actually. All the "secrets" that I thought I had hidden amoungst "fancy" words and seemingly criptic phrases was sooooo bloody obvious. OMG! Hahaha. I had played a big trick on myself..I thought I was so clever. LOL. The secret is out. Well, after the fact when you read it you can CLEARLY see..but in my sick little mind I think I am being slick when in fact I am just sooo damn predictable. I guess my ego is catching up on me. ROFL. Transpancy. So sad.