Part of me wants to love you. But that love comes with great responsibility and (sometimes) sacrifice. I am still not sure if its worth it... At this point in my life, I don't desire it with (incredible) energy. Its a passing (after)thought. I don't feel empty. Yet I lack fulfillment. I am not naive, I understand the ramifications of such thoughts. They can lead to a desire to be fulfilled via contact. Contact? LOL. As if, contact is the opposite of loneliness.