I was just thinking...and this may be giving u more credit than is due....I am glad you were the worst mistake that I made....because in the end it wasn't that bad.

Maybe you took everything from me (including some of my self respect) but I didn't kill myself like you wished I would (and expressed) countless times.

Remember when you demanded I get a life insurance policy if I killed myself? Fucker! They don't pay out life insurance for suicides.

I hope your little angel picks up on this blog, too. Or maybe you can sit together and laugh about it. Honey, I read the letters that he sent you...he said the same things to me! Ha. The only difference between the letters he sent you and me was the date on the top of the letter. He takes a good talk, but his walk is a little weak.

I remember the first time i met your mother and she sat me down telling me how much of a fuck up you were. YOUR OWN MOTHER! It was hilarious (in retrospect, of course).

Anyway, I hope that new laptop, digital camera, printer...hmmmm...whatever else you have....is worth enough to save ur soul when it's time to burn in hell

The iPod is great, thanks. Apple Computers called. LOL.